Sharon's Story: I love my place!

Earlier this year, Sharon's life took a turn for the better. After being unhoused for a year and a half, she finally obtained housing. "I love my place!" says Sharon.   

For months, Sharon tried to secure housing, but as a disabled 62-year-old, her only income was social security disability, and she could not afford a security deposit. More significantly, her credit became compromised ever since her long-time domestic partner transferred ownership of her house to his name. Sharon disclosed that she felt betrayed by her partner long before he compromised the ownership of her home. "He tried to unalive me several times...I felt so defeated," shared Sharon.    

Although unmarried, Sharon believed sharing a home with the father of her child was practical. "I trusted him because I had been with him all these years, and we share an adult child," says Sharon.   

Sharon knew it was up to her to secure her safety. Unfortunately, her home no longer lawfully belonged to her, her son did not believe she was a victim of Intimate Partner Violence, and her only support system, her mom, had now passed away. Sharon was alone. "I was in and out of hospital emergency rooms, and my son did not want to believe it. I had to put my son to the side and do what I had to do to survive because I knew that being on the outside, I could fight back better."   

Sharon compartmentalized her trauma to push through and focused on overcoming the challenges ahead.     

Through a social worker, Sharon found Caminar's Resource Connect Solano (RCS) program, a Coordinated Entry System that ensures all people experiencing a housing crisis have fair and equal access to housing programs.     

Sharon enjoyed connecting with RCS's Program Director, DeAndre Richard. "DeAndre was so kind to me, and something told me to trust him. They have over 2,000 people in the same predicament as me, and he said, 'Ms. Sharon, I will get you out of your car. We don't have the money today, but I will find you the money for a security deposit.' Two days later, I had an apartment!"   

Today, Sharon finds purpose in sharing her story, "We talk about people who are reported, but what about people my age who are not reported? I will keep fighting and advocating for people – telling my story because this shouldn't happen to people".  

When Sharon first left her abusive relationship, she felt disillusioned and alone. Although challenging, her experience helped her realize the power abusers have over someone and how understandably vulnerable she was. "Sometimes you're in it, and you don't even know you're in it. I didn't realize how bad it was until I got out," says Sharon.    

Sharon understands she cannot save the world but hopes to pass the kindness extended to her forward. "RCS changed my whole life for the better. I live in my own place now, I have shelter, I have a purpose, I have everything I need to fight back." 

Lotty's Story: I have my own spot!

After being unhoused for almost 6 years, this past June, Lotty* celebrated finally having a place for her and her son to call home. "I have my own spot, my own kitchen, my own bathroom, my own bedroom, the baby has his own bedroom, and my rent is very affordable. I am so grateful!" says Lotty.  

Before engaging with Caminar's Resource Connect Solano (RCS) program, a Coordinated Entry System that ensures all people experiencing a housing crisis have fair and equal access to housing programs, Lotty was frustrated with the housing system. Lotty has a prior eviction in her housing record and, since then, has struggled to get approved for quality housing.  

Lotty says the staff at RCS were welcoming and interested in her story. The RCS team learned that her previous landlord evicted her after she withheld rent because he failed to properly address a rat infestation. Unfortunately, Lotty did not have legal help, and she lost her case against the landlord. She became unhoused, had few belongings since the rats compromised most of it, and barely enough money for storage. Lotty had few options to change her circumstances.  

"I had to rush out! I didn't have the proper help to move, and they were going to lock me out. The men just put all my stuff on the grass." 

For years, Lotty lived in her car, parking between trucks at Walmart to sleep, sometimes staying with family or friends. As a result of the instability, Lotty lost custody of her son for a few years–the most heartbreaking loss. "He has been back with me now for three years," she said with relief. 

Prior to obtaining housing, Lotty and her son lived in a family shelter, getting by, working to address housing and her health as a chronically ill disabled woman, who has experienced several blood clots since becoming unhoused. "The only thing on my mind was securing housing; that was my main focus. After six years, I finally met my goal, I got myself a place to stay, and when I got it, I could not believe it. I believe it will be two weeks on Friday."  

She explains that the RCS staff worked to assemble a compelling housing application, and to her surprise, it was approved! "The staff at RCS were beautiful! Before, I was throwing money away for application fees just to get denied over and over because I had an eviction on my record." 

Lotty shares that accessing housing has helped her mental health considerably. "Who wants to not have a home, sleep on the streets, sleep in your car, or even be at a shelter no matter how nice they are? Plus, now I don't have to eat out every day! I ate so much fast food, I gained so much weight, and my son's diet was so bad. I can cook here! When I was unhoused, I would have to buy food once a day and hope it would keep me full all day because you can't return for more. Now I have my kitchen, can cook, and can access food all day! Most importantly, I have my own room, and my son has his own room. I am very grateful, so grateful," says Lotty.  

Although grateful, Lotty has dreams of a place that is wheelchair accessible and large enough for her to redecorate with mirrors and furniture like the ones she so tragically lost years ago. "I am going to make it," shares Lotty.   

 
*To honor our program participant's privacy, we used an alias in this story.  

Mia and Roberto's Story: A Family's Journey to Mental Health and Well-Being

Mia, a 17-year-old San Jose high school student, was called into her principal's office because her grades were declining. Mia shared that her worsening grades resulted from a deep concern for—and anxiety about—her father’s severe depression.  

Fortunately, her principal immediately connected Mia and her father, Roberto, with our Wellness Program, which provided a source of stability and hope for Mia and case management and clinical support for Roberto. 
 
Please enjoy their recent video detailing their mental health and well-being journey.

Gina's Story: Thankful to have reclaimed my power

Caminar welcomed Gina after her doctor referred her to Redwood House, Caminar’s crisis residential house in Redwood City. Prior to obtaining services, Gina was unhoused for over a month, wandering the streets, and experiencing delusions. Gina was admitted into care because of psychosis and feelings of suicide after her apartment caught fire and compromised her housing. Overnight, Gina found herself in unfamiliar and challenging circumstances, and survival mode went into effect immediately. 

In addition to coping with the loss of her home, and her son’s irreplaceable childhood mementos, Gina was also struggling with PTSD and substance use. She tells us that she was isolated and unwell for months, and the fire displacement exacerbated her condition. Gina, a survivor of abuse and kidnapping, was not prepared for what she was up against when she became unhoused.  

Gina shares, “Being outside was tough. I started stealing from stores to stay alive and keep myself clean. I didn’t want to look like a homeless person. I slept inside of a couple of people's cars and thank God they didn’t get mad at me. In my mind, it was an adventure; I would steal from this store and that store. Until I came to and realized that was no adventure. I know now it was survival.”  

While unhoused Gina questioned her worth, and the value of her life. This was the biggest heartbreak she had ever experienced. Eventually, Gina sought care, a step that led her to Caminar’s doors.  

“It feels good to have the security of knowing I have a roof over my head, and meals,” she shares. Gina is grateful that the services were given to her during a rough time in her life. Finding community was an unexpected joy Gina has experienced ever since integrating herself at Redwood House. She shares that she never thought she would establish such significant connections while in care.  

In fact, her peers are what led her to participate in Michael Collopy’s Expressive Arts Program. “The programming has encouraged me to return to my passion for art, and challenges my capabilities, and Mike has a relaxed approach.” Gina shares that the impact of the program has been eye-opening, since she found that color and illustration articulate how she feels inside.  

For Gina, a soon-to-be grandmother, taking back her power has been a repetitive theme in her life. Now, Gina makes the most of every day and is grateful to have reclaimed her life and well-being. 

Brandon's Story: Caminar helped me heal

Meet Brandon, a second-generation American Kenyan, older brother, and proud son of Cecilia Gichane-Bell. Earlier this year, Brandon’s life was impacted by an unexpected and overwhelming amount of grief after losing his best friend and mother, Cecilia. Incomprehensible pain and feelings of defeat and hopelessness lead young Brandon to attempt suicide.   

Thankfully, Brandon was taken into care, where he was then diagnosed with a major depressive condition and was immediately linked to supportive services. At the time, Brandon had never engaged with behavioral health services and was unaware of his diagnosis. Now three months later, he shares that programming at Caminar’s Redwood House, a residential crisis program that offers an alternative to hospitalization for individuals in the recovery process, has helped him regain his sense of worth and purpose.   

Before connecting with Caminar, Brandon says he was highly suicidal since he had “lost life as he knew it.” For Brandon, coping with grief and living in a world without his mom felt inconceivable. That is until he developed the tools to independently reframe his perspective and welcome the idea that no one could replace his mother or the unique life experience they shared. Today, Brandon chooses to honor his mom by respecting the feelings of sorrow that emerge because of her physical absence. He shares that this shift in mindset allows for memories of them to elicit feelings of happiness.   

Over the last three months, Brandon has integrated himself into the Redwood House community, participated in support groups, and added coping skills to his toolbox. More significantly, Brandon says that “this experience has made me a better person. I am able to wake up happy, have a sense of worth and purpose, and be a productive member of society.” Brandon thoughtfully explained that Caminar helped him focus on what matters, helped him find the drive to overcome obstacles, and that gives him hope that he can navigate life alone.  

“Caminar taught me that it is okay to ask for help, that there is no shame in being lost. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. Sometimes we just close our eyes and do not see it. I have been able to open my eyes here and be taught things I never thought I could be taught. I can identify how I feel and have learned how to feel!”  

When asked about his experience with Caminar’s Expressive Arts Program, he said the program helped him exercise a muscle that had not been active since high school. “One day, I decided to paint Van Gogh’s Starry Night, and from then, I was committed to painting once a day!” For Brandon, art has been an escape from reality. In fact, he says that art helps him trick his brain into thinking he is back in high school when his reality was different.  

As a person who struggles to trust people, Brandon shares that it feels great to be able to express his feelings and talents without fear of rejection. “Mike helps me embrace my talents and accept that I am talented,” says Brandon about Michael Collopy, Expressive Arts teaching artist, and a world-renowned photographer.

Overall, Brandon says that his encounters with Caminar staff have allowed him to work through his distrust of people and return to the version of himself that can connect with others more fluidly.   

While services have only been extended to Brandon, the impact of accessing services seems to have had a further reach. Brandon admits that talking about mental health at home seemed out of reach, and now he can facilitate a conversation about mental health with his younger brother. He actively works towards destigmatizing perspectives around medication and seeking care and does his best to ensure his brother is comfortable talking about his physical and mental wellness. Brandon shares that these conversations have helped them grow and be healthy people who can express their feelings and feel safe doing so.  

Today Brandon meets with peace knowing he had Cecilia as his mother and is happy knowing she is back where the journey started, secure, at home, resting in tranquility in Kenya.   

Davia's Story: Caminar Rallied Behind me

Recently, Davia Ann Simpson made the challenging decision to admit herself into the hospital due to suicidal feelings and unmonitored schizophrenia. As a mother of five with a background in medicine, she knew she had to do everything possible to get the care she needed.  

Unfortunately, Davia had no secure housing conducive to her recovery to return to after her hospitalization. Thankfully, her social worker referred her to Redwood House, Caminar's crisis residential house, where she could find needed stability and support.   

Joining the Redwood House community was the first time Davia intentionally addressed her mental health and addiction.

Support with taking steps toward understanding her wellness transformed her quality of life. "I do not know where I would be without the supportive services I am accessing right now. I would be struggling. It makes a difference to have a team behind you," says Davia.  

Davia, who is passionate about scrapbooking memories of her children, says that the Expressive Arts Program has boosted her morale. She uses a composition book as an art diary, and it's helped her channel her creativity. "It makes me feel good about myself! Michael is so positive; whenever he comes, he wants to see what I have accomplished, and he talks up my artwork," says Davia about Michael Collopy, Expressive Arts teaching artist and a world-renowned photographer.   

Currently, Davia is preparing to transition into a program that will support her recovery from addiction. She shares that she was in pieces before seeking care and is now ready to continue the journey toward recovery. “Anyone can attain what I have attained. I am no more special than the next person. You have to stay positive and focused. You can only go up from certain points," a mindset that Davia says would not have been possible without the help she received from Caminar.

"I have gone through a lot in my life; there has been a lot of struggles, and so when there is something to attain, it makes me a stronger person. Being here has given me something to attain: stronger mental health." 

A Personal Story: From Struggling to Healing

We are grateful to this client from our residential program who shared their very personal reflection on coping with complex mental health conditions and finding healing and health.

I was the subject of a hopeless narrative. I struggled making decisions and maintaining them because I feared regret, and I felt more in control when I was in limbo than when I had made a decision. I lived in this state of stupor for 2.5 years. I was in my early twenties but still dependent on my parents. I went through multiple diagnoses and unsuccessful trials of medications. I had three almost back-to-back hospitalizations, finally getting diagnosed with schizoaffective bipolar disorder and OCD. I still haven’t fully processed the trauma of these things. Untangling these issues and processing them has been a long journey. By the state’s standards, I’m considered homeless now, which I never thought I’d be, but I do have a place to go to - back home with my parents, even though a part of me fears it, but it is where I will heal broken relationships, including and most importantly with myself and my Higher Power.

What matters now is that I’m healing. Some good came out of the hospital visits and residential treatment programs. Everything happens for a reason. I met people and made friends that helped me uncover more of who I am – strong, artistic, resilient, multi-faceted, and faithful. I was psychologically tested and given a formal diagnosis by a psychologist at one of the hospitals. I went to Redwood House, a crisis center, and Eucalyptus House in Daly City, a social rehab facility where I’m at now. There I came into myself more and began the healing process. My roommate at Redwood House became a mentor-like figure for me. I ended an unhealthy romantic relationship that was bound to end from the beginning. I learned I have talent in painting, and I developed this as a healthy way to practice my religion. I became calmer and less manic. I underwent TMS treatments on my brain, which helped with my depression. I started seeing a therapist who helped me find and trust my own voice. I reconnected with a different priest - one at the church I grew up at - who helped me to learn to be “less religious and more faithful.” I learned many coping skills from the classes and groups at the hospitals, Redwood House and Eucalyptus House, such as deep breathing, grounding techniques, distraction, writing, and art. I developed my hobbies, which became a coping skill to me. My family, especially my parents, was a faithful support for me through the ups and downs. And we are currently doing family therapy together. I am learning to put myself first and love myself, and have gotten stronger with my mental health and coping skills through the challenges.

I’m in a healthier place now, thanks to medicine, prayer, family support, time away from triggers, constant therapy and counseling, and hard work and dedication.

Ed's Story: Rescued by Caminar

Suddenly delusional and overcome with irrational thoughts, Ed checked himself into the hospital. He was 22, living at home, and employed. But that all changed upon admittance to the psychiatric ward and a schizophrenia diagnosis.

Concerned that returning home would exacerbate Ed’s condition, doctors and county officials recommended community-supported housing, ongoing treatment, medications, and case management services from Caminar. That was 50 years ago.

Today, Ed is still a Caminar client and shares, “Without Caminar, I’d be in a locked ward and have had no chance at a normal life in the community. I’ve had friends and cherished relationships for years, and I wouldn’t have had that without a tremendous social environment like Caminar.”

In the last 50 years, Ed has worked hard to stabilize his mental health, work, and get his college degree. It hasn’t always been easy, but he is grateful for the journey and the ongoing support of Caminar. Despite incarceration, homelessness, hospitalizations, Ed says that Caminar has always “picked me and put me back on track.”

While housing has changed many times over the years, with the help of Caminar, he’s never been unhoused. He’s benefited from employment support, supported education, and group therapy – especially coping skills groups. His case managers over the years have assisted with dental care and treatment, eyeglasses, establishing an advanced directive, among many other daily living supports. “I have someone I can confide in about my problems, and I really appreciate it,” says Ed about his relationship with his case manager. In turn, Ed’s current case manager observes that he is spiritual, mindful of others, and often looks inward to find peace and serenity. He’s truly a pleasure to work with and support.

When asked about a memorable experience during his 50-year history with Caminar, Ed describes a challenging time in 2013 when he was hospitalized after a mental health crisis. Doctors planned to move him to a locked facility in the Central Valley. He was terrified he’d never lead a normal life again. Ed’s case manager advocated on his behalf, and he was referred to Caminar’s Redwood House, a residential crisis program. At Redwood House, he was able to recover, re-stabilize his condition, and consider how best to move forward in life. He learned his boundaries, began asking for help when needed, and realized that going along with the Caminar program prevents undesirable consequences.

“I was rescued by Caminar.”

-Ed

Margaret's Story: Home at Caminar

Meet Margaret, a long-time client who found Caminar after years of trauma – including sexual assault, addiction, poverty, incarceration, racism, homelessness, and life on her own in San Francisco’s Tenderloin since she was 12. 

Margaret exemplifies someone whose life circumstances gave rise to significant behavioral health challenges. With the help of Caminar, coupled with her indomitable spirit, she is now stable, clean, housed, and focused on supporting women who have faced similar trauma. She believes that if Caminar had been in her life during her adolescence, she’d have had an entirely different life – one with considerably less suffering.

Jen Finds Heart and Home at Blackbird House

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By Stefani Werntz, MFT, Director of Positive Solutions, Caminar’s Family & Children Services of Silicon Valley division

When I was initially asked to take over as director for Blackbird House earlier this year, I was both excited and apprehensive. I had extensive experience in working with diverse populations in both crisis and inpatient settings; however, Blackbird House was something completely new. While the concept of a peer-run home where people could come and seek safety and community shouldn’t seem far-fetched, it didn’t line up with the ‘rules,’ and I found myself pondering what that would look, feel and be like.

Then I met Jen, a regular guest at Blackbird House.

She greeted me with a warm smile the first day that I came to tour the house. She was so at ease that she could have easily been mistaken as staff. She exuded a warmth and a type of gentle strength that was both purposeful and vulnerable, and I immediately understood exactly what Blackbird House stood for.

“The staff here are all so supportive and welcoming,” said Jennifer Hulsing, who has been coming to Blackbird House shortly after it opened in December of 2018. “They ask me questions, and they take an interest in me, how I feel and what I like. I feel truly cared for and I hold them in such high regard.”

Originally from Minneapolis, Jen grew up with successful parents who traveled and worked frequently, which left her often alone. At 15 she began modeling, landing one of her first jobs with Target. After working in the industry through her twenties, she eventually found her way to California.

“I never felt like the prettiest girl. But I felt a part of something and like people could relate to me.”

Being a teenage girl comes with so many stressors, particularly in the fashion world, and Jen struggled with anorexia and bulimia as a girl. She went on to share how having low self-esteem can really affect a young girl into womanhood.

“I moved out here and I got into an abusive relationship and things just kind of spiraled,” she said of that relationship and some of the choices that led to incarceration and other inner struggles. “My self-esteem was shot and once you get into the system it’s really hard to get out.”

She was eventually referred to counseling services at Caminar, which is where she learned about Blackbird House. “When I first went there and found out that I could go back freely and I thought, who wouldn’t want to come back? It’s like an Airbnb —  I just love it there! I love meeting new people, doing projects and feeling comfortable and accepted to just be myself.”

Jen, who is known at the house for her amazing hot pink beach bike that takes her everywhere, shared that she recently got a job at Italian grocery store Zanotto’s. The staff was so happy for her, a few of them came down to have lunch with her on her break to support her new endeavor.

“We love Jen,” said Blackbird House Manager Will Couch. “She’s just so incredibly sweet and we are so proud of her. We really wanted to go down there and show her how happy and proud we are. We love having her at Blackbird too, she’s so positive.”

“I really enjoyed meeting her for the first time,” said our new Clinical Case Manager Margaret McCord. “That bike is the absolute best!”

When I asked Jen what she thought of them coming down to her work, she said she was brought to tears. “When they called and asked me if they could come down for lunch, I broke down in tears. People were looking at me with these cool people and I felt so popular.”

Having a background in cosmetology and skincare, Jen says she is looking at getting back into that industry and possibly barbering. She says that coming to the house and feeling a part of something again has helped her to gain back her self-esteem and given her more motivation and tools to move forward with her goals.

“I don’t believe in a lot of things, but I believe in Blackbird House and in the people there.”

Communicating Freely And Finding Comfort

Scott’s schizophrenia diagnosis and 12 years of homelessness was made exponentially more challenging because he is Deaf. At Caminar’s Family & Children Services of Silicon Valley division, Scott was able to find a mental health program just for Deaf and hard-of-hearing individuals. He was able to correct medications, receive emotional support, and find comfort in his own shell. And, he now has a car and a job! Scott shares this is the only place he can communicate freely, in his own language, and receive the support he needs.

Help Finding Gainful Employment And Pursuing A Passion

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“I am grateful for Caminar Jobs Plus for partnering with me to find a job that perfectly fits my personal passion. I couldn’t have asked for a better counselor to understand my goals and help me achieve them. To work in mental health is a dream come true for me. I’ve had a difficult life with my own mental health challenges, and it’s incredible to be in a position now to help others.”

- A Jobs Plus client who wishes to remain anonymous

From Prison, To Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, To Living Fully Again

Jessica, photographed at a local park, dressed in the same clothes she walked out of prison wearing less than a year ago.

Jessica, photographed at a local park, dressed in the same clothes she walked out of prison wearing less than a year ago.

By Stefani Werntz, LMFT, FCS Positive Solutions Program Director

I was first introduced to Jessica by a colleague who told me about this incredible woman with a story to tell. In speaking with her, I found her energy and positive attitude refreshing, and I instantly wanted to know more. If I had not been privy to her history, I never would have guessed that she had been to jail multiple times, and had recently been released from prison.

Her message is not only one that could benefit and enlighten a population of formerly incarcerated individuals, but one with the potential to educate the masses who view those with a colorful history as broken.

Like many of the hundreds of clients who have graced our Positive Solutions Program, Jessica has a story. Jessica was part of our CBT (short for Cognitive Behavioral Therapy) program, that was designed to serve men and women on high-risk probation in Santa Clara County. Its purpose, to reduce recidivism through solution-focused and strength-based interventions. Over a 16-week period, therapists work with clients in a group setting to help them recognize and build on their strengths, identify safe people and explore how past experiences relate to our feelings thoughts, and actions. By changing problem thought patterns, clients learn to better understand their feelings and change behaviors that have led to incarceration.

“I was raised by my mom and aunt who were from Hong Kong. No one talked about feelings. Materialism was a very big deal and love was expressed through gifts,” Jessica said. “There was also a lot of alcoholism in my family so core beliefs and values were very toxic.”

A hard worker, Jessica graduated high school at 16 and went on to the Academy of Arts, earning a degree in brand strategy. At 17 her mom went to prison for embezzlement and she was left to her own devices. She did some modeling and without any real role models, she eventually started using meth. From there she began doing time in jail that eventually led to prison.

“I was always around older kids, but I didn’t have the maturity,” she said. “Prison was actually ok for me because it gave me some structure. I was put in a level four (high security) and I spent time with many people doing life sentences. I really listened and learned that life does exist outside these walls, and life can also go on in here. It’s what you make if it.”

Jessica now is a team lead for United Site, a company that places mobile sanitation devices around San Jose. She has also been clean since early 2018. She said she feels fortunate to be working, especially in uncertain times, but still has worries like everyone else.

“The pandemic has made the world so different, sometimes I feel like no one really understands me. What if I relapse? The constant self-talk that I learned in CBT helps keep me grounded.”

Jessica said that she is also able to analyze and understand her thoughts.

“I learned how to change that inner voice in my head that tells me I’m not trying hard enough. I have learned to only listen to myself, and decipher what truly makes sense. I am now able to narrow down my fears and understand that I can make it through, and just deal with today.”

Jessica is now married to a very supportive partner and feels that she is moving forward in a positive way. She is happy to share her story and hopes to help others know that they can also succeed.

Thaddius' Jobs Plus Journey: I’ve Been In Your Shoes Before

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Many job seekers often hear the same expression from people who help them search for a new opportunity, “I’ve been in your shoes before.” But few resonate those sentiments the way Thaddius Mueller can when an applicant’s life experiences include potential employment roadblocks like mental illness, addiction, and past incarceration. Mueller offers a simple approach when it comes to matching jobs with clients, “I try to find out what they want to do. Because I don’t want to just find them a job. Because if you just find a job, it doesn’t mean you’re going to be happy.” 

Before becoming a Peer Support Specialist in Caminar’s Jobs Plus program in Solano County earlier this year, Mueller endured a treacherous path. As a child, he was sexually abused and he began consuming alcohol around the time he started elementary school. Ongoing abuse in his home led to him being placed in foster care. Trouble escalated for Mueller during his teen years, resulting in being sentenced to the California Youth Authority and, ultimately, the adult prison system. 

Now the 45-year-old Solano County native chooses to focus on where he is headed next, by enriching the future for others whose paths resemble his.

“If you find something you like to do, you’ll never work another day in your life,” Mueller says, “Because if you enjoy what you are doing, you’re not working, you’re having fun! When I work, I don’t feel I am doing any work at all. When I go to my job in the morning, I want to be happy when I arrive to work, and I feel good when I leave work. Or I might feel a little disappointed that I had to leave work.”

“Our Jobs Plus program connects people who would otherwise be excluded from the workplace with meaningful, paid jobs that offer hope and a sense of accomplishment,” says Caminar CEO Mark Cloutier.

Mueller also believes his current role shepherding the job application process for others as thanking those who provided him with similar guidance. “I enjoy being of service, giving back of what was so freely given to me by others. People didn’t have to give me nothing! And they chose to pour out their heart and support to me when I was down and struggling and meeting barriers. I like to see people advance.”

“We know having a purpose in life is really a cornerstone of wellness and recovery. People don’t get into recovery just to have the cravings and dysfunction that come from addiction just go away,” says Cloutier. “People get into recovery because they want to have a fuller life. They want to have enjoyable relationships. They want to be able to engage in employment. They want to be able to finish school.”

When reflecting on his role coaching others to find jobs, Mueller often credits a major player on his path, Roxanne “Roxy” Medearis. “Every time I had a job, she gave me daily affirmations and gave me pats on the back saying ‘you’re doing a good job.’ Everybody needs to hear they’re doing a good job sometimes,” Mueller described.

Medearis first met Mueller when he joined the Jobs Plus program by taking career classes and encouraged him to expand his opportunities by attending Jobs Club classes. “He did not want to hear anything I had to say. And I let him know the more you come to Jobs Club the more you’ll learn and the more you’ll be open and employable,” Medearis reflected.

Medearis shared how clients like Mueller can face additional hurdles when it comes to satisfying the basic requirements for job applications. “It was difficult to find his high school diploma to get him employed, but we surpassed that.” Medearis also pointed out people whose life circumstances have forced them to move frequently and sometimes abruptly need help securing documents like Social Security cards and government-issued identification. Lacking those credentials can delay a candidate’s hiring by several weeks under normal circumstances.  But with COVID-19, that wait has stretched to three months in some cases, because many local Social Security offices are closed.

With the needed documents in hand for Mueller, Medearis witnessed a transformation after he completed court-ordered probation and finished a series of classes, including a program provided by Narcotics Anonymous. “His demeanor changed. It lit up. I saw a spark inside of him, that he was motivated. He could see the positive outcome during all of that.”

Mueller worked a series of temporary jobs including a stint in a warehouse. But a shoulder injury and ensuing surgery forced Mueller to quit and search for another opportunity. Where others might have seen a setback, Medearis injected hope into the situation, telling Mueller, “It just wasn’t meant for you to get that job. You will get something better after you heal.” 

Mueller then focused his ambitions on becoming a Peer Support Specialist. He completed training administered by Solano County and satisfied other steps in the selection process.

And despite his series of early setbacks, Mueller praises Medearis and her commitment to his success and recovery, “She always gave me good words of wisdom and I really love her for it.”

“I really love what I do. And I want for every person who walks into my office to feel that. To feel like, ‘Hey I’m here, I believe in you. I don’t care what you went through. I believe in you! You can do it!’” says Medearis on her mission to help others rise.

Now Medearis and Mueller aim to guide career transitions for others. Medearis speaks emphatically when she describes Mueller’s ascension to his new role, “He’s in his element. He loves what he is doing. He is so awesome at it because he just pours his heart into the clients.”

That observation takes Mueller back to the advice he shares every day with clients and nearly everyone he encounters, “If you find a job you love, you’ll never work a day in your life.”

Caminar Jobs Plus: Connecting people with meaningful employment

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Having a purpose in life is a cornerstone of wellness and recovery. Caminar Jobs Plus connects people who would otherwise be excluded from the workplace with meaningful, paid jobs.

Nothing delights our team more than finding the perfect job for a well-qualified and hard-working individual, and hearing how happy they are with their job placement.

Sincere appreciation to our Jobs Plus client who shared this note of thanks with us.

Carol finds employment and stability with the help of Jobs Plus

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For two and a half years, Carol* was homeless and bouncing between living on the streets and Mission Solano shelter. It was a hard life, and Carol needed to find a way to improve her circumstances.   

In October 2019, Carol moved into the Damascus House transitional housing program in Fairfield, CA. Along with the stable housing, Carol began to receive from case-managed care from Caminar. 

Carol also began working with our Caminar Jobs Plus team to secure employment with better pay and ample hours. With the help of her Jobs Plus employment specialist, Carol found a job at Walmart with more hours. Since January 2020, Carol has worked as a Walmart cashier, and her employment specialist continues to provide support to ensure success in this new job. 

At Walmart, Carol receives health benefits, an employee discount, and earns enough to save a portion of each paycheck. Recently, Carol was delighted to purchase a car, all in cash she had saved! The next step for Carol will be to secure permanent housing.  

Carol has loved working with her employment specialist, who always encourages Carol with her coaching and positive words. Her employment specialist is equally pleased to be working with Carol, remarking that Carol is a hardworking, dedicated, and optimistic essential employee. Looters targeted the Walmart where Carol works the other day. However, despite all the chaos and turmoil, Carol has remained cheerful; she is grateful to be gainfully employed and working during the COVID-19 pandemic, social unrest, and protests.  

With special thanks to the donors and funders who support our life-changing Jobs Plus program.

*Client name changed to protect privacy. 

Susan's Story: Weathering the storm and finding balance

In honor of Mental Health Awareness Month, we are pleased to share stories of wellness, resilience, and independence. We thank our clients who are willing to share their stories. Through stories, we aim to give others hope and to help reduce the stigma of mental illness.

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Before Caminar, Susan describes feeling like “a really strong storm was brewing inside me.” That storm led to countless hospitalizations, seclusions, and restraints. Scared, confused, and helpless to help herself, Susan didn’t know where to turn.

The pivotal moment in Susan’s journey came when she enrolled in Caminar’s Supported Education dialectical behavioral therapy (DBT) class, where she learned new and constructive coping strategies for her mental health. Soon, she recognized her thinking changing for the better. As Susan describes it, “my self-esteem and self-worth were improving tremendously. The world was no longer a threat to me and I realized everyone deals with something in their life. We all have challenges.”

With Caminar’s help, Susan regained control of her life and quelled the storm that once brewed inside of her. And, through our Jobs Plus program, she found gainful employment and recently celebrated seven years with the same employer. Particularly remarkable to Susan is how she began to approach others once she improved her outlook. Previously, Susan would avoid eye contact with others,

hoping to avert any connection. Now, Susan looks everyone directly in the eye and smiles, often receiving a warm smile in return. This seemingly simple act speaks volumes to the growth and healing Susan has achieved.

Her case manager shares, “I know how hard things have been for Susan, and the obstacles she has faced. Through it all, and while balancing her mental health with employment and parenting a child with disabilities, she has shown inspiring tenacity and motivation to strive for continuous improvement. The Caminar family is privileged to be together with Susan on this journey.”

Tom’s Story: Marrying Personal Interest with Employment Opportunity

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Tom* came to Caminar Jobs Plus in our Solano Region in March 2019. Within 48 hours, he was enrolled in, and engaged with, our Caminar Jobs Plus Individual Placement and Support (IPS) Supported Employment program. 

During the engagement process, the Caminar team focused on gathering information and asking questions from Tom’s support team (case managers, therapists, peer specialists, and psychiatrists) in order to best understand Tom’s needs, strengths, and goals. Through this process, the Caminar Jobs Plus team discovered that Tom adores music and loves to frequent music stores. After working on interviewing skills and other career-building skills, Tom’s Employment Specialist took him to a local music store for a visit. Shortly thereafter, and Tom was hired to work at the music store.

We are thrilled to report that Tom’s is thriving in his job — his first job! — and he is delighted to have found employment in an area of tremendous personal interest. Tom’s employer notes that Tom has a great knowledge of music and fantastic customer service skills.

Tom is just one of the many individuals our Caminar Jobs Plus team supports. As of October 1, 2019, the team was actively serving 59 clients. Of those, 34 clients are currently working — a 57% competitive employment rate.

We are grateful to our many donors and funders who help fund life-changing care and support like Tom received. Special thanks, in particular, to the Safeway Foundation for the recent grant award to Caminar Jobs Plus; we can’t do it without you. Thank you!

*name changed to protect client’s privacy